OMGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWD. Another epic, awesome comeback! This MV was so upsetting I cried T^T The storyline, the action, the frustration of not being loved back! asdfghkl;

Joon and Thunder's acting was amazing ;~; Well, honestly at first I didn't know that it was Thunder who was the girl's next interest, I was just thinking, "Wait... Thunder?" LOLOL, I seriously didn't know! Then my friend told me and I felt like a real pabo since he's my bias too ^^;;

Joon's acting! Ninja Assassin taught you well ♥ OMG, I can't get over the ending, it looked so real and heartbreaking! T^T

Imagine. The guy who saved your life wanted to run away with you to spend their life with you. But when he got the chance, your heart already belonged to his best friend, who was looking after you while he was busy. He gets frustrated with this, and tries to drag you away from his best friend. But now his friend won't back off. He loves you too. He tries to get rid of his best friend, but he couldn't - because of you. So he makes himself disappear for the better. Then he reveals two plane tickets, giving it to the two of you so you could run away together.

Personally, this would be heartbreaking for me, even if I loved Thunder more than Joon, which I do! In fact, Joon is actually last in my bias list :3 And here I go with the story that it's not that I don't like Joon, I love Joon! He's funny, adorable and so energetic it makes me laugh ^^; But he's just last if I had to rank them! Or maybe second last~~~~~~~~~~ O.O Haha, nevertheless, I still love him the same!

MBLAQ are already doing a really good job with their album, you can tell it's going to be successful ^^ Mir has changed sooooooo much! But I still see adorable Mir in him =DDDDDDDDDDDDDD G.O.'s vocals have only become better and I don't need to say anything about Seungho, he's talented as he is already! D:

It's War! 100% ♥

So even last year I spazzed out about this but this time... Teen Top made everything more beautiful! Especially how Soyeon and L.Joe look like a cute couple! ^^;; Even thinking about it makes me smile like a fool.

I wouldn't mind them dating because they would actually seem like a good couple! And the awkward hug at the end was insanely cute :3 EVERYTHING ABOUT THEM IS CUTE! ♥ XD

The concept for this comeback was so epic. Ricky said he wanted to become a gentleman but I couldn't believe him because he was too adorable to become a man... But I've been proved wrong O.O And I'm glad the magnae line and L.joe are getting more lines! ♥

And ohhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~ The MV just amazed me too much I can't express my feelings about the song. I can barely breathe thinking about it and asdfghjkl;;'sfsljkfshsjdlaskjdaslk they all look so awesome it was just HUMMUNA HUMMUNA. *O*



BREATHE STEPHANIE. BREATHE~~~~~~~~ ♥

Happy new year everyone! ^^ I know, I'm sorry I didn't blog for about 3 weeks while it was Christmas too, I was a little irritated on the morning because of my sister. If you wanna read the rant, it's here.

http://www.asianfanfics.com/blog/view/89790

WARNING : Contains a lot of swearing, because I was upset ><;

ANYWAYS~ I know that loads of people want 2012 to be different for them because they want to change for the better but honestly, I don't think we need to change at all for 2012, because we're already changing everyday without realising it. And even if you do change, it's not something you would generally like? Because every human likes what they do right? If your new years resolution is to study more, you must like it first in order to achieve it. If you don't like it, you won't do it Because we won't find much interest in it. Ahh, the sad reality of life xD

Anyway! 2012 begins now! I wish a lot of luck, happiness and fortune to everyone in the year of the Dragon! Thanks to all those I met and stuck with in 2011 <3

I don't know why but there is this repetitive dream I'm having... It's horrible because at any time, any where, something scary will come and haunt me. Whether that's using a voice or figure, sometimes even if I simply turn around, something appears. A horrible face, a creepy voice, or I think sometimes I turn into one myself.

If you guys didn't know, I'm a really big fan of horror stuff, like, I barely get scared because of it, but my dream seriously scared me. Because even if I ran, I couldn't get away from these things that are in describable. And sometimes I worry because I have that feeling that I wake up, but I can't move. Like, literally, my eyes WILL BE OPEN but I won't be able to move my body.

Every where I went, it was still there! I could run, but I couldn't hide. Even if I DID run, they would still be there chasing after me. It's as if I had monsters inside me that wanted to break free and destroy my life. Everything hurt. And nothing was safe. Now that's truly a nightmare.

I had this weird but... Awesome dream. In my dream, [GOD FORBID THAT I'M ABOUT TO SAY THIS] but Junhyung passed away. Hyunseung and I had met up and I was asking how he was feeling... And he cried in my arms. He cried completely. Tears are staining my shirt and he apologises, "Sorry, if I make your shirt wet." and he kept wrapping his arms around me and I kept patting him on the back, trying to comfort him. I felt so bad for the loss and how he felt but at the same time, felt good! I know I probably sound drama-ish but it's that really odd feeling in your stomach. That butterfly feeling. Yeah, that's how I felt. For once I felt like the guy instead of the girl. You know how in K-dramas when girls cry and the guy hugs him and pats her on the back and everything? YEAH. I FELT LIKE THE GUY THIS TIME. XD Except what was really nice was that he fell into my arms crying, so it didn't seem like I was forcing him into comfort, he was seeking for comfort automatically. After that, he cheered up completely. We went to the movies and everything became normal again. [CURSE THE FACT THAT 97% OF OUR DREAMS ARE FORGOTTEN ONCE WE WAKE UP.] BUT I WANT TO GO BACK TO SLEEP AND DREAM MORE NOW T^T I have had many k-pop dreams that I haven't (And some I shouldn't) talked about, but I will if I get the time! :D But right now, I just can't get over it. I haven't mentioned how Hyunseung is my bias and I love love love him! >.~ Remember in my previous layout he was my icon! :D Which was made by my friend, purplewaterlilly~ Kyaaa~ I wanna hug him again xD I feel like Eun Jo in Cinderella's Sister! When the oppa guy says, "Eun Jo yah~" so intense and lovingly asdfghjkl what was his character name? I remember his real name is Chun Jun Myung. But his character name I forgo- NO WAIT, HIS NAME WAS KI HOON IN THE DRAMA~ KI HOON OPPA YURH! :3 Is this the feeling girls get when they hug their crushes?! I wouldn't know because... /forever alone.

10/12/11

13 days until Christmas day! :3

Dur herro~~~~ :3 On Wednesday my school had strike so I went over to Stephie's to "study". :P And we managed to film for 5 hours my stay there ^^ Sofia didn't like me at first T^T And that day was the first day I tried Milo o3o Be surprised. :D And for 1 hour we tried to study with Super junior's album playing but... We kinda failed. While it happened, Stephie was asking if the person who was rapping was Mickey or Yunho and she thought it was Mickey when it was Yunho, so I gave my creepy fangirl tone saying, "Yunho~~~ O_O" but I can't describe it, you have to hear it in order to understand xD AND OMG STEPHIE. WE COULD HAVE RECORDED OUR "Hey little girl, you want some candy?" CLIP! Because the hour after we were recording after the hour we ate! And I still feel bad for not washing your dishes since... I made a mess D: AND I FEEL EMBARASSED TO NOT BE ABLE TO EAT WITH A FORK AN SPOON XD Chopsticks are my thang :3 I want scrambled egg now o3o Okay so we spent the second hour eating. The third hour was when I took out my microphone and started recording our covers, which didn't go well since we were laughing too much and we messed up, but we still had fun! :D Ah we didn't get enough time D: the fourth hour was spent studying, SO I DID COME OVER TO STEPHIE'S TO STUDY MOTHAR *COUGH COUGH* >.> And the Physics was so difficult I gave up. I know that we- well, I failed that because I gave up completely. She should teach us instead of simply giving us work =v= And then, the last hour we spent watching Ninja Assasin and OMG RAIN. OM JOON. "You shouldn't do that..." DAMN JOON. IM ABOUT TO GET A HEART ATTACK. His acting was just, BEAUTIFUL. The girls should realise how lucky they are with Joon and Rain D: They inspired me, to be an assassin/ninja! Ah I need to buy that DVD :3 And then I had to go home. Sadly T^T But Stephie's Dad was nice enough to take me home, so I got them pasteries from Café Chino :) Hopefully I can get more next time xD In the end, SOFIA LIKED ME YAAY :3 And her car is so cool *O* Well, I hope we can have an epic day like that again :D That my blogging about Wednesday finished, yuh! :3

One thing about me is that when I love an entire group, I will love all the members to infinity and beyond! And it comes to the point I will talk about all the members, even though they're not my bias. >.<

Just now, I was spazzing over L. (Not like I don't do that any other days :D) But like, proper fangirling. And in all honesty, L is the person who I rank last in my Infinite list, trust me. My Infinite bias list is forever messed up because they're so amazing! BUT IT'S NOT BECAUSE I DON'T LIKE L. I LOOVEEEEEEEE L! It's just if I had to choose someone to rank last, it would be him. But don't take it the wrong way! I love his voice, his personality and everything else!

And I realised my 9k tweet was about how his stage name, 'L' has no meaning, he just uses the stage name, L. I found it cute haha. Possibly I thought it was because it was his favourite letter ^^ And just now I saw the cover where Sunggyu was doing, 'Lucky' and I kept staring at L... Because he looked so cool all of a sudden! Ack. I feel like such an unfaithful Inspirit D:

Seriously, I hate doing that. I hate putting a member in last place in my ranking list and then suddenly acting all giddy on them xD This isn't the first time I've encountered this. I've done the exact same thing to ZE:A's Minwoo! >.< Minwoo is in last place in my ZE:A ranking but my gosh I love that guy so mushhhhh! And everytime he smiles or laughs I find it childishly cute and adorable :3

Ah, this is just how I am with kpop groups I love. When I love a group entirely, I will be a player to ALL of them

That's enough blogging for today! Meiyoung, gone!

Ppyong~